The amount of pain I experienced after my divorce was quite excruciating at times, probably the most intense and continuous experience of my life.
All I wanted to do was forget about everything, move forward and secretly get some revenge by rebuilding to something bigger and better.
I wanted to prove to my ex-wife that she made a mistake by just upping and leaving and that I was better than any man she could ever dream of finding.
9 Different times I tried to rebuild, failing miserably at every attempt and growing more desperate as time passed me by.
I had all the skills and tactics to easily rebuild, yet nothing seemed to work for me. At one stage I thought my ex-wife went to a witch doctor and created a voodoo replica doll, so she could torture me daily.
What I didn’t know at the time was that I was actually suffering from…