Angry, frustrated and confused about what to expect from a dark envisioned future. All I wanted to do was forget about everything, move forward and start rebuilding after my divorce, but somehow I constantly got my ass kicked and failed 9 times on my path to destruction.
First it was my health, I tried to find any means possible to alleviate some of the pain which meant that many days were spent on my couch watching 'The Following' and sipping on ciders until the sun went down.
My lack of clarity, confidence and commitment led me to burning the business I struggled to build for 8 years completely to the ground.
Then the stack of 9 failures manifested into an overwhelming feeling of anxiety which ultimately led to depression and..